When Your Doubts Become Your God

StormWhen studying Peter, I couldn’t help but revisit the story of Jesus walking on water. Matthew 14 begins with the death of John the Baptist. After this happened, Jesus needed a moment to himself but was not really given that opportunity because crowds of people followed Him. Once he saw the crowds, He had compassion and begin healing the people and this where we see the story of Him feeding about 5,000 people with only five loaves of bread and two fish.After this happened, Jesus insisted His disciples go ahead of Him on the boat as He went up the hill to be alone and pray.

The disciples encountered some strong winds, but Jesus showed up in the middle of it; however they didn’t recognize Him. He was walking on water towards them but instead of embracing Him with gladness to help them, Peter decided to test Jesus to make sure it was really Him.

Then Peter called to Him:

“Lord, if it’s really you, tell me to come to you, walking on the water.”

“Yes, come,” Jesus said.

So Peter went over the side of the boat and walked on the water toward Jesus.But when he saw the strong wind and the waves, he was terrified and began to sink. “Save me, Lord!” he shouted.

Jesus immediately reached out and grabbed him. “You have so little faith,” Jesus said. “Why did you doubt me?”-Matthew 14:28-30 (NLT)

I had to read different variations of this story and I really enjoyed the Message translation because it said: “Peter walked on the water to Jesus. But when he looked down at the waves churning beneath his feet, he lost his nerve and started to sink.      -Matthew 14:29-30 (MSG).

Peter looked down at the waves…..

As I read it, I visually saw this in action and I immediately recognized how relatable this story is today. Often times, we get discouraged once we look down  at our circumstances. We see what we have available in that moment and in our hands and then we begin to sink. All of the looking around makes us take focus off of Jesus who is right in front of us.

He’s available with open arms waiting on us to come but because our focus was taken off of Him, we sink.We sink back into the same cycle because we allowed our doubts to become our God.

I think this is why Peter became afraid and started to sink. He started off confidently walking on water and looking ahead to Jesus but then he remembered his current circumstances so he looked down and begin to doubt.

But Jesus is asking “Why do you doubt me?”

I believe we doubt because we are just looking at the natural and not looking through our spiritual lens.

I wonder what life would be like if more people regained focus on the things that mattered. If we shifted how we think of the storms in our lives and if we stopped giving so much attention to our current circumstances (which can cause doubt).

I know I have been Peter in many moments in my life where I have put too much focus on my circumstances which took focus off of Jesus. When you give your doubts too much space, you allow frustrations and worry to creep into your thoughts. So it’s time to stop looking down at our circumstances and start staying focused on Jesus and what the Word says.



2 thoughts on “When Your Doubts Become Your God

  1. Another great post I love reading each one and they have blessed me more than you know.

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  2. That’s soooo true. The minute we take our focus off of God, the minute we find ourselves in a state of doubt, fear, confusion, and anxiety. It’s really tough because we want to be in control of our situations when we really need to let God take the reigns.

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